the Beginning

....I suppose I could say something amazing, or even true, in my first blog entry. But I just don't feel I have anything much to say. Perhaps a freestyle poem? That's all that seems to make much sense to me, and heck, I'll probably be the only one to read it!
U can rest at peice in me,
knowing that u had all along the peices of my universe
so cold, with such malice, just strewn about this kingdom.
My kingdom, is comin
I'm comin all over and under...
U can sail so quickly,
feelin that my wind is at your sails
and I
am so cold, with such a fever, just falling on the floor.
My head is open.
But my eyes, they aren't speakin what they see and I'm
Lost here.
My kingdom, is comin
undone.
My kingdom, is comin
tumbling down.
In the river, where you swallow
All the guilt and all of my lingering shadow,
Here I lay. I am dying.
Wait....for me, cos I am dying here.
In this valley, where my Kingdom,
is comin down. NO MORE FUCKING TREASURE!
No more fuckin civil cause to fight for?
What the hell did I die for?
For your freedom, my lover,
in my dead eyes you are living
I will never give up my throne,
you wear the crown and I'll eat it just to hold you in my gut
my last meal, here.
Where my kingdom is coming down.
It's all over.