Where I am At

Well I am excited it has finally snow. It's sort of reverse cabin fever for me, I get it in the summer. Snow is so much more romantic. And nights are so much darker, things seem magical. K I am not writing a christmas hymn here. So let's see. I don't feel much like having a flow to this post, or a point or one particular feeling. It's about where I'm at....
and that is lost. I know who I am, I know my likes and dislikes, my favourite everythings and my realistic goals and ambitions. maybe what I want doesn't exist in this life for me, like I walk around a corner and sense it was there a day before me. This is what I want: someone who is ok with my smoking, who likes to do lots of amazing and imaginative things, but some days watch horror movie after horror movie. appreciate that i love my coffee cold and my juice warm, that i love chocolate and cake. be okay with my interesting face, my short stature..feed my creative lust. draw for me, write for me, paint my face and make love to me...and let me share my FUCKING FEELINGS! appreciate my attempts at art and expression, appreciate that some days I like to wear black and somedays I want to wear polka-dots. love that I love horror, dark imagery, and classic comedy with a little porn thrown in. and please oh please dominate me, or here's and idea...let's not plan every second! let's just please. i'm in love with you and i've never even seen your face. but if u read this...then i guess you've met me.